taehyung – Loise Laine Blogs

Only a life lived for others is worth living.

–Albert Einstein

The two guys you see above is Kim Taehyung also known as “V” and Park Jimin. Vmin is the combined name of the two close friends of one of the most famous, top-selling Korean pop groups in our time, today. Bangtan boys also known as BTS. Their group is composed of seven members lead by Rapmonster (a.k.a. Rapmon; RM), J-Hope, Jin, Suga, and Jungkook also called by their fans called the A.R.M.Y. as the “worldwide handsome”. This group already has two billion views on Youtube including an appearance at The Ellen DeGeneres and Jimmy Kemel show. They also won as new artist in the billboard Music Awards as they trend worldwide for their undeniable looks and talent. But as what they say, “there is so much more than meets the eye”.

Still new to the Kpop world, but it has already given me new discoveries and has inspired me a lot. When I was born, my parents introduced me to a perfect world, one world where good triumphs over evil. As I became a teen, I always did the right thing because I was taught that kindness and goodness can never go wrong. In my late teenage years, I became part of a corruptible relationship and later on, I realized that being good will do me no good. And so, I became corrupted. The filthiness that I accumulated blurred my vision and all I could see is darkness. I told myself that being good isn’t always the answer ‘cause bad things and if you want to survive, you must thrive. I became discouraged and my life has just lost its meaning. I discovered that I have Bipolar Disorder when I was 25 and for the first time, the weird highs and lows made sense. Once, when we were fighting, my ex-boyfriend even called me “bipolar”, and at that time, we didn’t know it was actually legit. Still, I carried on with life’s worries, fears and struggles. There was a slight change of atmosphere when I started to work as a call center agent of a world-renowned BPO company. But the pressure and stress of working in the big city was too much for me, so I decided to go back to my hometown to finish my degree in hotel, restaurant and tourism management, and it meant to face my past. I never want to go back cause of some unresolved issues and childhood trauma, but life kind of left me with no choice. It has never been easy for me, but I must keep the hope alive. I was a very “Godly” person, and still, I believe in God but after all the struggles I’ve been through, I wanted more evidence. I wanted to believe in love again. So I started my soul-searching, but like they always say, “Do not find love, instead, let love find you,” and somehow, I found it.

I saw how Jimin loved Taehyung (V) and it was one of the selfless acts I’ve ever seen, I literally cried. Although, they aren’t real brothers, Jimin treats V as his own brother, combing his hair, giving free piggy back rides, supporting and encouraging him.

I remember my own friendship with the kind of friendship Taehyung and Jimin have. Time changed us all, or maybe I was the one who changed a lot. I loved all of my friendships and I was grateful for each one of them. I wished time would go back and let me feel those good things pure love and joy with my friends again. *sob*

If I have a brother, or better yet, a husband, I want him to be just like Jimin. Although I admit I’m really into chinitos. 🙂 Yes, he may be good looking but it’s not that that’s got me attracted. It’s his character.